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5月31日

Inside Of Love......

Nada Surf   -   Inside Of Love


Watching Terrible TV
It kills all thought
getting spacier than
an astronaut
Making out with people
I hardly know or like
I can't believe what I do
late at night
I wanna know what it's like on the inside of love
I'm standing at the gates
I see the beauty above

Only when we get to see
the aerial view
will the patterns show
We'll know what to do
I know the last page so well
I can't read the first
So i just don't start
It's getting worse
I wanna know what it's like on the inside of love
I'm standing at the gates
I see the beauty the above
I wanna know what it's like on the inside of love
I can't find my way in
I try again and again

I'm on the outside of love
always under or above
I can't find my way in
I try again and again
I'm on the outside of love
always under or above
must be a different view
to be a me with a you
I wanna know what it's like on the inside of love
Standing at the gates i see the beauty above
I wanna know what it's like on the inside of love
of course i'll be alright
I just had a bad night
I just had a bad night





5月29日

我的CS情节

报纸说吸烟有害健康,我把烟戒了.
报纸说喝酒有害健康,我把酒戒了.
报纸说玩Cs有害身体,我把报纸戒了!

 

记住了,我的ID是  2D  

不论你喜欢的是一个人还是一件事物,都请你去珍惜它...

我这辈子注定恨透那些作弊猪

5月27日

别说出自己的感觉

我最要好的哥么写的,他最近心情非常不好,让我有种很无助的感觉...无奈...

别说出自己的感觉

网络是虚无的,网络是不透彻的,网络是充满各种感觉的,网络是伤人的.......
我们在网上七拼八凑,相互融入那样的一个区域
总是有些人让自己喜欢,有些人招人厌烦
我关心一些人,虽然我们从未想见,但是心里已经有了空间在那侯着
我厌恶一些人,我甚至不愿意和他们更深的交涉,我们彼此间都没什么
我讨厌一些误会,也讨厌一些暧昧的感觉,虽然很多时候不切实际,但我也那样想着
4年前有网友问我:我们两算是什么关系?
我告诉她:我们是很好的朋友,我们有着一样的梦在追寻
2年前有网友问我:我们算是什么样的关系?
我告诉她:我们彼此没有过多的掩饰,我们是聊得起心的朋友
一周之前,有个网友问我:我们算什么关系?
我告诉她:我们是不谈自己的网上聊友,感觉很好
今天早上有人问我:我们将处于什么关系?
我告诉她:我们什么关系都没有,只是上线时,你在,那我就和你聊,你不在,我找别人.
..........
她们没什么区别,只是我变了,只是我开始有点伤心
昨晚,有个姑娘发了条短信问我:你是不是只想和我一夜情,然后就散伙?
说实话,觉得很伤心,我承认喜欢她,喜欢那样的感觉,
但是我觉得她误会了,也伤了我,才知道原来自己在别人眼里是那样.
不能说没有过遐想,不能说没有过那样的轻重,但是也不能说我一直有那样的念头
有天我对她说:我们将来就这样吧,永远不见面,就这么聊着
这是我内心的真实想法,我从不奢望网络能给自己带来爱情,但是我坚信有那样的友情,有那样的感觉相依随.算了,昨晚的话语让自己也无奈了

最近一直处于一种忙碌的状态,总是在为工作而忙着,回家也面对这样那样的问题
一种对自身的了解让自己觉得体质下降了,但也没什么
昨晚之后觉得自己连心也颓了.......

5月26日

Frame of mind

孙燕姿   -   一样的夏天


窗外的雨刚刚停
午后气息
浓浓地才散去
迷迷糊糊张开眼
刚刚的梦我似乎
在瞬间看见你
oh my god 已经
不知多久没想起

我淡淡地想着你
那年夏天最后的那一天
你轻轻地唱着歌
未曾感受的温柔
模糊我的双眼
终于也可以
开始一个人看明天

你放下我走向前
不见不见了你给的回忆

为什么曾经深刻的
消失了没有原因
我的心已经没有
想起你的空隙
Oh I 没想起不是忘记
Oh I 没想起你是平静
想起了你
是想起那样一个夏天



5月25日

She will be loved......

Maroon 5   -   She will be loved


Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
and wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
and she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

I know i tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
and she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

......


地铁

人们相恋却又相互遗忘
人们的脸上有着不同的欢喜悲伤
人们一再错过彼此肩膀
人们都身在地下仰望那幸福的天堂

5月24日

Day by day...

Puff daddy And The family   -   I'll be missing you



yeah... this right here (tell me why)
goes out to everyone that has lost someone
that they truly loved (c'mon check it out)

seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
i laced the track you locked the flow
so far from hangin on the block for dough
notorious they got to know that
life ain't always what it seem to be (uh-uh)
words can't express what you mean to me
even though you're gone, we still a team
through your family, i'll fulfill your dream (that's right)
in the future, can't wait to see
if you'll open up the gates for me
reminisce some time, the night they took my friend (uh-huh)
try to black it out, but it plays again
when it's real, feelings hard to conceal
can't imagine all the pain i feel
give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
i know you still living your life, after death

every step i take, every move i make
every single day, every time i pray
i'll be missing you
thinkin of the day, when you went away
what a life to take, what a bond to break
i'll be missing you

i miss you big

it's kinda hard with you not around (yeah)
know you in heaven smilin down (eheh)
watchin us while we pray for you
every day we pray for you
til the day we meet again
in my heart is where i'll keep you friend
memories give me the strength i need (uh-huh) to proceed
strength i need to believe
my thoughts big i just can't define (can't define)
wish i coul turn back the hands of time
us in the six, shop for new clothes and kicks
you and me taking flicks
makin hits, stages they receive you on
still can't believe you're gone (can't believe you're gone)
give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
i know you still living you're life, after death

every step i take, every move i make
every single day, every time i pray
i'll be missing you
thinkin of the day, when you went away
what a life to take, what a bond to break
i'll be missing you

somebody tell me why

one black morning
when this life is over
i know
i'll see your face

every night i pray, every step i take
every move i make, every single day
every night i pray, every step i take
every day that passes
every move i make, every single day
is a day that i get closer
to seeing you again
every night i pray, every step i take
we miss you big... and we won't stop
every move i make, every single day
cause we can't stop... that's right
every night i pray, every step i take
every move i make, every single day
we miss you big

every step i take, every move i make
every single day, every time i pray
i'll be missing you
thinkin of the day, when you went away
what a life to take, what a bond to break
i'll be missing you

...........





5月23日

给自己的...

与非门   -   乐园


人人寻找快乐园
无拘无束的乐园
不需慌张 忘了
所有的烦恼

人人向往快乐园
制造美梦的乐园
没有悲伤 只有
满园的芳香

偶尔喝了醉了闹一闹
来点小小刺激也挺好
管它纷纷扰扰有多少
只想开开心心活到老


睡到12点.....

昨天晚上和兔子聊天聊到了两点多才睡,结果一直睡到了中午11点多快12点才起床。

或者是因为话说太多了,导致睡不着觉

不知道。。。最近两天总是很晚睡,早上根本醒不来。。。

唉。。。恶性循环了。。。介绍我一个容易入睡的方法吧。。。

失眠真的很痛苦。。。

醒来就拿到了重修通知单。

上次去上重修课的时候,真觉得那老师异常的可爱

他准备让我们从头开始复习。

学了一学期都没学会

真不知道3节课重新复习,我们就能学会了?

他是把他自己当神看了,还是把我们这帮重修的学生当神看了?

或者大家都只是神经病罢了。

5月22日

给我所有的朋友.....

Tension     -     I'll be with you



作词:陶喆 叶寒辉
作曲:陶喆


I'll be with you, yeah...
whenever you go朋友

往往快乐就在你我的眼前
却因为悲观什么都看不见
幸福并不是只会存在一瞬间
抬起头来不要再自己可怜
你要发现生命的珍贵
everything is coming your way
或许我想得太多
让自己好累
就怕这个不对那个不对
做的不对爱的不对
失去了信心面对
你给我力量点燃心中的希望

remember i'll be with you
you'll be with me
伸出你双手我就随时会出现
you know i'll be with you
you'll be with me
心里的梦想都在你眼前出现
在你梦想出现

爱它一直存在你的生命中
不要因为害怕心里只有痛
that's right 恩瑞
重担交给我不要压力这么重
放行自己才能追寻你的梦
你要发现生命的珍贵
everything is coming your way
或许我想得太多让自己好累
就怕这个不对那个不对
做的不对爱的不对
失去了信心面对
你给我力量点燃心中的希望
remember i'll be with you
you'll be with me
伸出你双手我就随时会出现
you know i'll be with you
you'll be with me
心里的梦想都在你眼前出现
终于明白曾经失去什么
我的爱不再沉没听见你呼唤我


[rap]

hey! i'll be there for you brother
and you'll be there for me
我将会记住这份友情永远不会忘记
so count on me 每当你需要我的精神鼓励
and put your trust in mebecause you
gonna believe that i'll be with you
陪你渡过大风大浪 don't worry about a thing
提起脚步一道踏上
这段路旅途有起有落有快乐有悲伤
提起你的胸膛跟我们共同追逐梦想

you know i'll be with you
you'll be with me
伸出你双手我就随时会出现
心里的梦想都在你眼前出现
每一天每一夜每一分钟每一秒
i'll be watching over you
i'll be with you
say the words 我随时就会出现在你身边
standing-by your side
remember i'll be with you
you'll be with me
伸出你双手我就随时会出现
you'll know i'll be with me
you'll be with me
伸出你双手我就随时会出现

 

5月21日

Eminem - Mockingbird

Eminem   -   Mockingbird

 

Yeah
I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now
But hey, what daddy always tell you?
Straighten up little soldier
Stiffen up that upper lip
What you crying about?
You got me
Hailie I know you miss your mom and I know you miss your dad
When I'm gone but I'm trying to give you the life that I never had
I can see you're sad, even when you smile, even when you laugh
I can see it in your eyes, deep inside you want to cry
Cuz you're scared, I ain't there?
Daddy's with you in your prayers
No more crying, wipe them tears
Daddy's here, no more nightmares
We gonna pull together through it, we gonna do it
Lainie uncle's crazy, aint he yeah?
But he loves you girl and you better know it
We're all we got in this world
When it spins, when it swirls
When it whirls, when it twirls
Two little beautiful girls
Lookin' puzzled, in a daze
I know it's confusing you
Daddy's always on the move, mamma's always on the news
I try to keep you sheltered from it but somehow it seems
The harder that I try to do that, the more it backfires on me
All the things growing up as daddy that he had to see
Daddy don't want you to see but you see just as much as he did
We did not plan it to be this way, your mother and me
But things have got so bad between us
I don't see us ever being together ever again
Like we used to be when we was teenagers
But then of course everything always happens for a reason
I guess it was never meant to be
But it's just something we have no control over and that's what destiny is
But no more worries, rest your head and go to sleep
Maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream
 
[Chorus]
 
 Now hush little baby, don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alright
Stiffen that upperlip up little lady, i told ya
Daddy's here to hold ya through the night
I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why
We feel how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
But i promise momma's gon' be alright
 
It's funny
I remember back one year when daddy had no money
Mommy wrapped the Christmas presents up
And stuck 'em under the tree and said some of 'em were from me
Cuz daddy couldn't buy 'em
I'll never forget that Christmas I sat up the whole night crying
Cuz daddy felt like a bum, see daddy had a job
But his job was to keep the food on the table for you and mom
And at the time every house that we lived in
*Either kept getting broken into and robbed
Or shot up on the block and your mom was saving money for you in a jar
Trying to start a piggy bank for you so you could go to college
Almost had a thousand dollars till someone broke in and stole it
And I know it hurt so bad it broke your momma's heart
And it seemed like everything was just startin' to fall apart
Mom and dad was arguin' a lot so momma moved back
Onto Chalmers in a flat one bedroom apartment
And dad moved back to the other side of 8 Mile on Novara
And that's when daddy went to California with his CD and met Dr. Dre
And flew you and momma out to see me
But daddy had to work, you and momma had to leave me
Then you started seeing daddy on the T.V. and momma didn't like it
And you and Lainnie were to young to understand it
That Papa was a rollin' stone, momma developed a habit
And it all happened too fast for either one of us to grab it
I'm just sorry you were there and had to witness it first hand
Cuz all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud
Now I'm sittin in this empty house, just reminiscing
Lookin' at your baby pictures, it just trips me out
To see how much you both have grown, it's almost like you're sisters now
Wow, I guess you pretty much are and daddy's still here
Lainie I'm talkin' to you too, daddy's still here
I like the sound of that, yeah
It's got a ring to it don't it?
Shh, momma's only gone for the moment
 
[Chorus]
 
And if you ask me too
Daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird
I'mma give you the world
I'mma buy a diamond ring for you
I'mma sing for you
I'll do anything for you to see you smile
And if that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine
I'mma break that birdies neck
I'll go back to the jeweler who sold it to ya
And make him eat every carat don't fuck with dad
(haha)

凌晨3点...

经过无数次重启...

这只破猫终于安分点了...

什么都不想干...

早上7点体检...还不能睡...好累...

耳机里传来 那英 的《相见不如怀念》

一直很喜欢这首歌,曲调和歌词都让我很陶醉...

真不知道我还能否坚持下去...

 

相见不如怀念

作曲:飞鸟良

相见不如怀念就算你不了解
我那冷漠的眼你为何视而不见
对你不是不眷恋也许心情已改变
被你拥抱的感觉开始像个冬天
我才发现你我已活在不同的世界
放了我吧放了我的一切
放了我吧放了那激情的缠绵
放了我吧就让我们活得轻松一点
或许我在下着雨的夜还会愿意想起你的脸
相见不如怀念就算你不了解
我只能对你说声再见

细雨纷飞掩饰你的眼泪
在我转身之前让我擦干你的脸
别再挂念那一些谎言或者是诺言
勇敢走出我视线当你越走越远
我会亲手为你画一个美丽的句点

放了我吧放了我的一切
忘了我吧忘了那激情的缠绵
放了我吧就让我们活得轻松一点
或许我在下着雨的夜还会愿意想起你的脸
相见不如怀念就算你不了解
我只能对你说声再见

当你的体温无法温暖我
如何去伪装你心中隐藏的火焰
我不愿绑着你和我更不愿如幽灵穿梭
所以愿为你为爱为自由

放了我吧放了我的一切
忘了我吧忘了那激情的缠绵
放了我吧就让我们活得轻松一点
或许我在下着雨的夜还会愿意想起你的脸
相见不如怀念就算你不了解
我只能对你说声再见

 

5月20日

启程 setting out

生命本来是一场无止尽的追逐
刹那的交错照亮寂寞的公路
有多幸运遇见最美的风景
原谅我披星戴月只为你歌唱

I Saw You Walking In The Rain <U>

你说:“爱情的保质期太短,就像烟火,打上天空很快,消失在寂静的黑夜中更快!”

你说:“其实我仅仅是喜欢你,就像我因为声音喜欢王菲,你因为气质喜欢张曼玉一样,仅仅是一种喜欢,说明不了什么,就像你不会为了张曼玉去学法语,我也不会为了王菲去买正版CD。”


你说:“其实我们仅仅只是需要。我们需要在拥挤的人群中涌动时,有一只手可以拉着,这样我们就不会找不到回家的路;我们需要在丰盛的晚餐旁有个人一同陪伴,欢笑喜乐,一同吃尽快乐的一餐饭,这样我们不会被无边的寂寞所淹没;我们需要在风雨交加的夜,有个人可以拥抱,来温暖心怀,这样我们不会冷到一个人看泡沫剧掉眼泪。”

你说:“我和你都是迷失在林中路的孩子,从生命底处泛起悲凉,很难很难真正爱一个人。无助,幸福但又清醒痛苦地活着。”

你说:“我们是那么需要一个人,那样一种寄托,那样一份爱,仅此而已。”

你说:“我们也许会很轻易喜欢上一个人,但是不一定就会信任那个人。”

你说:“喜欢仅仅是喜欢,如果彼此相差太多就不会变成爱,更不会付出超越自己的能力,顺便可以做到范围之外的事。”

你说:“这个世界上的人们都是若即若离的,在琢磨着对方的同时,迷失自己,不停要求,又不愿意轻易给予。言说别人的不忠,自己却在不停地出卖。不相信别人的,因为自己不够忠厚,以己之心度人之心。”

你说:“这个世界上有人相遇,注定分离,有些故事,结束了就结束了。做人应该活得冷酷点。不要给自己太多的遐想。”

你说:“做人应该尝试着不要去回忆,无论美好或痛苦,过去就都让它们过去,虽然不能忘记,但是可以不去惦记。就是‘封存’吧。”

哪来这么多?

去武汉...
不去武汉...
去武汉...
不去武汉...
去武汉...
不去武汉...
去武汉...
不去武汉...
去武汉...
不去武汉...

不去了...

5月18日

别理我!!烦着呢!!!

今天真的很烦!!!

累积10次没去上操;10次旷课,班主任送了我一张"学生违纪违规警告通知单".......

下午花了6个点...结果是得知120G硬盘有NNNNNNNN个坏道........

而80G那块上面连系统都没有.......

倒数据...装系统.....低格......

烦!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

5月17日

钢之炼金术士

人如果不作出牺牲 就什么也得不到

为了得到某些东西就必须付出同等的代价

那时我们相信那是世界的真理

something about you

看着她的照片,忽然有些失落。。。

在许多年以后,我发现自己依然是跟随着她的步伐。。。

5月10日

硬币

除了阳光没有什么可以笼罩世界
除了雨没有什么可以画出彩虹
除了雪没有什么可以洁白大地
除了风没有什么可以吹动树叶
你有没有看到自己眼中的绝望
你有没有听见痛彻心肺的哭声
你有没有体验到生命有多无可奈何
除了你没有什么可以让我眷恋
除了悲伤没有什么可以值得忘却
除了宽容没有什么可以让你释怀
除了爱没有什么可以改变生命
你有没有看见手上那条单纯的命运线
你有没有听见自己被抛弃后的呼喊
你有没有感到也许永远只能视而不见
你有没有扔过一枚硬币选择正反面

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